#84: Arsenal 5 - Man Utd 4 on penalty shootout

I was so mad this morning, as early as 2am. Why? It's because... ARSENAL WON MANCHESTER UNITED in the FA Cup by 5-4 on penalty shoot-out. I believe many man utd fans like me were so exasperated in front of the wretched screen swearing away. Morever, Man Utd dominated the game throughout the 90min game, but neither side scored any. Then, it was the extra time that lasted for 30min. Still, there was no miracle. Then came the penalty shoot-out. I knew at that moment that Man Utd was going to lose based on that. It had a lousy goal-keeper!!! (compared to Lehmann from Arsenal la). I quite pity Paul Scholes la. I know his penalties were so pathetic. I mean, he's the only one who didn't scored the penalty. That caused the team's downfall. Poor thing.


Furthermore, i had to put up with the stinking cigarette smells produced by those ah-peks in the kopitiam. As i had mentioned before, my dad cut my supply to those sports channels cos of my results. So, i had to resort to going down to nearby kopitiams to catch this classic match. Wow, the excitement was too great for me. It was gr8!


Hais. Oh ya. I was sms-ing my fellow mate who's also a fanatic fan of man utd. Both of us were so ... ya, angry with the final score. Hais. I just knew yesterday that he was so guai in front of his parents. His mum chided him because of his results and he refused to watch the first half of the match to...i think reflect on himself. So initiated. Argh. I think i still cant get over this unfair final score.


Let me do it again. ARSENAL SUCKS!


Alrights. What's most important now is to MUG MUG MUG!!! For wad? CHINESE O LEVELs. Once i've cleared that subject, it's gonna be put of my way for at least half a year! A1 is MINE!!!


















I still cant get over the final score. sobs. Anyways, i was going through my archives for this blog lately. Quite interesting entries i found. And, for the match between Man utd and Arsenal this morning, i found a similar game (With reference to the entry on 25 June 2004: Portugal and England). That match also ended based on penalty-shootout.


Alrights. I realy have to go. Till then, bubbye~

#83: If u are willing to take a step forward, i believe 2,3,4,5 and 6 many more steps will follow.

I guess every one of us in TK is dissatisfied with our pathetically lousy results. So am I. With my current L1R5, where can i go? Not even to ITE i believe.


However, we also cant despair. 9 more days to Mt O's. I'm gonna show my prowess... *evil grin* And i will be utterly disappointed and break down if i ever get an A2 for my MT. I believe that's the only subject i can get A1 in so far. In the long run which means O's la, i'm at least gonna get another 1- Geography!


I'm starting to LOVE pure geography because i've came to realise that i have a wonderful teacher and that i do have a lot of potential in it. If others can get A1 for geog, why cant i?


It's true that some people are not born bright. I can say that i am one of them la. In that case, i will have to work hard towards my goals lo. To me, not having an 'A level' cert is quite... I just feel that something is missing in my life la. But if i really put in my super ultra effort into my o's and cant qualify into a good jc, i will not be so disappointed. Jing li jiu hao. If i obtain below 20 points which means i can qualify into a jc, i will not go into those not-so-good ones. I mean, if i can 15 points(raw score), after all the bonuses, i think I still can enter Meridian. If not, i have to sttle for Temasek Polytechnic. Everyone's talking about entering polys, polys, polys... but they will still get into good jcs at the end. It's just empty talk.


So, what i have to do now is to work towards my A1 for MT. Once that's cleared, i can focus more on my other 6 subjects. And, i'm going to the airport to revise my work during the hols (probably not during the truncated timetable). Anyone interested, gimme a call lo.


*[ If u are willing to take a step forward, i believe 2,3,4,5 and 6 many more steps will follow. ]

#82: Mum's leaving for Thailand soon.

I am so sad. My mum's going away. To thailand with my baby sis to see my grandfather. He's very sickly. Hais. We do have to face the fact that people do die someday. But, i have never experienced any family member in my family die before. Never leh. My 4 grandparents are still living well... However, my 'grandfather' in Thailand died before la. He's not my biological grandfather but he's my grandfather. Aiyos, u see.. my maternal grandmother has 3 husbands.. so ya..


I'm not going to school on Tuesday if my mum's leaving on that day. The flight is not fixed yet. I will miss my mum and my lovable sister.


With my mum gone, it means i have to do every household chore myself. This morning, my mum woke me up from my sleep to teach me how to use the washing machine. I know i am very useless la. Dun even noe how to mop the floor. Hais. Mummy... If i dun have O's this year, you will bring me there along too rites...


I gonna miss u two...

#81: 那是我们都回不去的从前

那是我们都回不去的从前~

Exams are finally over. I suddenly feel like wanting more exams... Think i am used to going home early like 1-2pm everyday after exams in these 2 weeks. I think huimin has changed. You can always spot her in a group of great company in the past, but now, she's always alone, if not with Rachel.


It's right that i turn to Rachel whenever i need a friend. But, she also has her own gang mah... ppl like Vicky, Tai Yee and dunno who la. I cant possibly ask for her accompanyment everytime i feel bored. And, xinrou, u and i are not in the same skool. It's rather difficult to...u noe.. At the very least, i can sms u everytime i am feeling pmsy lo. Lols.



One thing i have not changed is that i still loathe boredom! I seriously detest boredom. I do crazy things when i am BORED!!! I cut all fingernails on my left hand yesterday. Now, it's like all of my left fingernails are short and the right ones are super-long. A contrast. And, huimin dun usually cut her fingernails till they are either extremely long or if she's playing nball. Hais. I'm really bored. And, if're asking me why i dun wanna get my body outside the house, not that i dowan, it's jus that i cant! I am down with an ugly cough. It's so miserable. I'm supposed to go ecp and blade today but one of my partners is down with a fever and the other, an injured leg.


I dun care. I am going out. To the library. Lols.

#80: Rachel transformed me.

It had been a long time since i last blogged. EXAMS!!! Ah.


I think i am kinda used to the lifestyle now. My new lifestyle. Going to school and heading for home alone. It almost became a daily routine for me. I do reminsced about the past where i enjoyed a pool of friends. They were always there for me. Every now and then, i stare blankly at my phone and wished so much to be able to receive a message from them. However, dreams are after all, dreams. They will not come true. But, i get to enjoy a best fren, Rachel Yeo Yo Yo who will laugh and cry with me, sharing happiness and sufferings together. I remembered how much i do not like her in Sec 3 cos of some misunderstandings. I am glad i am able to be her fren now. Besides her, Benjamin also showed concern towards me. Lols. I know it's quite mushy to say this, but i really do treasure the both of u.


It is really disheartening for me to realise that some of my friends actually avoid me. They do not even dare to look into my eyes when talking to me, let alone give me a casual hi. I was quite depressed for a period of time, but time heals and confiding in friends do help too! I still remembered how i sobbed over my lamentations on the phone while trying to pour out all my woes to Rachel. I dun remember crying over the phone to anybody before. She is really one great gal. Her constant encouragement put me back to my feet and i grew stronger. Way to go, Rach! She will always send powerful words of encouragement like, 'no matter what, i'll support u. study hard. have a good nite. leave ur troubles behind and i wanna see a happy u tml! (directly taken from her sms)' during my times of difficulties. It's like giving me a qiang xin zhen. I was really very thankful to god who gave me such a good fren when i needed one most.


However, whenever i am with Rach, i will undoubtedly think of those good times with my gang. I dunno what happened... Everyone just drifted lo. Adrian broke his long silence and talked to me today. 'Yo!' he said. I was kinda shocked. 'Eh. Finally, u talked to me. It had been ages since u last talked to me.' i said. It's like long-lost friends who finally found each other after donkey years. Quite heart-warming actually to realise that i still have friends.


I have no idea what is going on between friends nowadays. Most ppl are falling out with their best buds, like Talia and Uraina and Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie. I believe there must be a bug somewhere.


I am still talking to Rach now on MSN while blogging. She made me fall in love with Nicholas Kingdom and Peifen. She created a new me. I love u to bits!


Anyways, this phobia of talking to my ex frens is still there. I dunno why la.


Putting all sad things aside, i jus wanna say, THANK YOU RACHEL YEO YO YO! May we remain like this till forever.