The story start with a guy, named Paul and a girl
named Ella..
Both of were still students but had already
started to 'fall in love'.. in another words, go steady.. In one of the days during their June holidays which they have been waiting for, they
met each other at a basketball court. Coincidentally, they started playing a match with each other.. they had fun.. As Ella knew one of the frens of Paul, she asked for Paul's number.. At that time, Paul didn't want to fall in love again, after getting so much hurt from the previous one.. Sadly, that fren of
Paul didn't give her the number..
As days went by, the holidays ended.. They
met each other at another basketball court near Ella's skool.. Day went by and Ella borrowed Paul's hp and missed call her own hp to get his number.. That very nite, she smsed Paul.. They chatted and had fun.. Till one day, Ella expressed her love for Paul.. Paul loved her much too.. after
thinking for a long time, Paul thinks that he and Ella would last, thus, asked her if she would be his partner..Obviously, she agreed..
They went steady for one and a half short mths.. Ella ended the relationship.. with her parents not allowing her to go steady as a reason.. who on earth would accept that lame reason? but Paul, like many other love victims,
had no choice but to let go..
Years past and another fell in love with Paul.. She was Mary.. Paul and Ella didn't have contact with each other for a very long time.. Paul still loved Ella very much.. but never had a chance to tell her.. one day, along a street, Paul was with Mary.. Paul saw a familiar figure across the road.. guess who was that? It was Ella.. Paul ran acrossed the road, without noticing a truck coming.. BANG!! everyone near him crowded around that area.. Mary screamed as she rushed to Paul.. Ella joined in the crowd.. She remembered the face, one who loved her so much in the past.. Next to him, was Mary.. He wasn't dead.. 'Dun give up.. say my name, 100 times, 1000 times, a million times.. u're gonna say it till u can finish a million before u can stop!!' Mary said to Paul.. with tears in her eyes.. Everyone thought Mary was Paul's girl.. Standing at one side, alone, was a girl crying.. that's was Ella who regretted breaking up with Paul, after recalling how nice Paul treated her in the past..
Paul was sent to the Hospital..Mary and Ella were there.. Praying hard.. An operation was carried out.. Paul didn't survive.. The Doctor
came out, shaking his head.. Sighed.. He too, thought that Mary was Paul's girlfren, thus approached her for an apology for not being able to revive Paul.. He said to Mary: "Miss Ella.. your boyfren didn't survive.. he gave himself up after calling your name 157 times..
I'm sorry.."
The Doctor has actually mistook Mary for Ella.. Paul was calling out for Ella.. Ella cried in a corner.. She knew why he had stopped at 157.. that was the day she broke with up him..(15/7)she, who ended the relationship which Paul treasured so much, has in turn, ended Paul's
life..
Sunday, September 26, 2004
#29: sMtH nIcE tO sHaRe
He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home.." Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why do you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there."
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, everytime she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I'm afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?"She replied, "It's sweet."
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home.." Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why do you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there."
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, everytime she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I'm afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?"She replied, "It's sweet."
Monday, September 20, 2004
#28: Cherish.
When girls are quiet, Millions of things are running in their mind.
When girls are not arguing, They are thinking deeply.
When girls look 'staringly' at you, They are wondering how long you will be around.
When girls answer "i'm fine" after a few seconds, They are not at all fine.
When girls stare at you, They are wondering why you are lying.
When girls lay on your chest, They are wishing for you to be theirs forever.
When girls call you everyday, They are seeking for your attention.
When girls want to see you everyday,They want to be loved and pampered by you.
When girls sms u everyday, They miss you and want you to reply at least once.
When girls say I LOVE YOU, They mean it.
When girls say that they can't live without you,They have made up their mind that you are their future.
Finally...When girls say "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than them...
This teaches you guys and gals to cherish the ones before you before you loses them. It'll be too late for regrets.
Although we are close together, our souls are miles away.
When girls are not arguing, They are thinking deeply.
When girls look 'staringly' at you, They are wondering how long you will be around.
When girls answer "i'm fine" after a few seconds, They are not at all fine.
When girls stare at you, They are wondering why you are lying.
When girls lay on your chest, They are wishing for you to be theirs forever.
When girls call you everyday, They are seeking for your attention.
When girls want to see you everyday,They want to be loved and pampered by you.
When girls sms u everyday, They miss you and want you to reply at least once.
When girls say I LOVE YOU, They mean it.
When girls say that they can't live without you,They have made up their mind that you are their future.
Finally...When girls say "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than them...
This teaches you guys and gals to cherish the ones before you before you loses them. It'll be too late for regrets.
Although we are close together, our souls are miles away.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
#27: Lamentations.
Lamentations
What is love?
What is a heart?
Emptiness the solace of my loneliness.
What is life?
What is hope?
My sacrifice for dreams to arise.
Was i ever happy?
Did i ever cry?
How i hate the evil that made me blind.
I had a dream,
I dreamt i died.
In crimson red did i revived.
Who was I?
Who am I?
The past, the memories, all buried in time.
*applause* What a great poem. Meaningful. Passionate.
I guess i wun be blogging soon cos i wanna concentrate on studying. Fine, i am a nerd. Haiz.. these few days kept coughing non-stop. I was absent for skool on Tues summore. Exams are approaching le. In a twinkling of an eye. I suffered from a high fever which reached 39.4c on monday nite. Tues was a torment to me. When i woke up, i was troubled with a terrible headache and sore throat. The fever had not subsided. Shoot la. Cant go skool. Missed Social Studies lecture.
Jus now, i was rushing my proposal on the ChiangMai trip. Cant believe i'll be setting off in a month's time. O_o yAhOo.. i'll be havin much fun there man. Ms Yap told me to go have a flu jab, budden i dowan leh. Think i'll be the only one without the jab. Scared of pain. Ya, go ahead and laugh. Haha. Geog test was quite a 'successful' one cos i can do da 14m question. 14/25. Can pass le la. The other 11m question oso can do lo. Can pass tis time. Finally. Then, Trigo quiz today was ok la. Jus pass only. Predicted liao.
Let's set my goals for Final Year Exams now.
English ~ B3
Chinese ~ A1
E.Maths ~ B3
A. Maths ~B4
Pure Geography ~ B4
Science ~ B3
Combined Humans ~ B4
*shakes head* I dunno whether i can meet these targets but they are my minimum goals. Huimin, jus keep studying can liao. Jia You! YOur 'ahem' is working hard wid u too!
how i wished i can be with you every minute, every second. Although we were ever so close, you never knew my feelings for you. I can only look at you from a distance...
What is love?
What is a heart?
Emptiness the solace of my loneliness.
What is life?
What is hope?
My sacrifice for dreams to arise.
Was i ever happy?
Did i ever cry?
How i hate the evil that made me blind.
I had a dream,
I dreamt i died.
In crimson red did i revived.
Who was I?
Who am I?
The past, the memories, all buried in time.
*applause* What a great poem. Meaningful. Passionate.
I guess i wun be blogging soon cos i wanna concentrate on studying. Fine, i am a nerd. Haiz.. these few days kept coughing non-stop. I was absent for skool on Tues summore. Exams are approaching le. In a twinkling of an eye. I suffered from a high fever which reached 39.4c on monday nite. Tues was a torment to me. When i woke up, i was troubled with a terrible headache and sore throat. The fever had not subsided. Shoot la. Cant go skool. Missed Social Studies lecture.
Jus now, i was rushing my proposal on the ChiangMai trip. Cant believe i'll be setting off in a month's time. O_o yAhOo.. i'll be havin much fun there man. Ms Yap told me to go have a flu jab, budden i dowan leh. Think i'll be the only one without the jab. Scared of pain. Ya, go ahead and laugh. Haha. Geog test was quite a 'successful' one cos i can do da 14m question. 14/25. Can pass le la. The other 11m question oso can do lo. Can pass tis time. Finally. Then, Trigo quiz today was ok la. Jus pass only. Predicted liao.
Let's set my goals for Final Year Exams now.
English ~ B3
Chinese ~ A1
E.Maths ~ B3
A. Maths ~B4
Pure Geography ~ B4
Science ~ B3
Combined Humans ~ B4
*shakes head* I dunno whether i can meet these targets but they are my minimum goals. Huimin, jus keep studying can liao. Jia You! YOur 'ahem' is working hard wid u too!
how i wished i can be with you every minute, every second. Although we were ever so close, you never knew my feelings for you. I can only look at you from a distance...
Sunday, September 12, 2004
#26: Ooo...My computer is OK now!
Ahaha.. my computer is okay now.. I'm so happy. I can hug anybody now. Oh ya, i just realised something. My blog is stuffed with my complaints of my stupid computer that even i was bored when i read it. Hence, i decided to talk more about my private life.
Hmm.. recently, there's a terrorist attack on JArkarta, the Australia embassy. On hearing the news, i was so worried cos i've friends in there mah. So i msg-ed them lo. Who knows? They din replied. So, i called Sal to ask her whether she called or looked for that somebody. She told me, asking me to call him on her behalf. I was like, how can mah, cos she's the one more concerned about him.. den if i call, like so weird. In the end, i din call. Hope everyone's ok there.
Hols. It seemed so short. In a twinkling of the eye, it just went passed me. I can say that i did study during the hols, did all my filings and things like that. I can also say that i am ready for the challenge that bewaits me in Term 4. Haha.. sounds so ambitious. Anyways, i gtg le. Gotta get ready for skool tml.
School! I'm coming.
Ta~
Hmm.. recently, there's a terrorist attack on JArkarta, the Australia embassy. On hearing the news, i was so worried cos i've friends in there mah. So i msg-ed them lo. Who knows? They din replied. So, i called Sal to ask her whether she called or looked for that somebody. She told me, asking me to call him on her behalf. I was like, how can mah, cos she's the one more concerned about him.. den if i call, like so weird. In the end, i din call. Hope everyone's ok there.
Hols. It seemed so short. In a twinkling of the eye, it just went passed me. I can say that i did study during the hols, did all my filings and things like that. I can also say that i am ready for the challenge that bewaits me in Term 4. Haha.. sounds so ambitious. Anyways, i gtg le. Gotta get ready for skool tml.
School! I'm coming.
Ta~
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
#25: i'm hungry.
Yo ppl.. i'm hungry. As da saying goes, a hungry man is an angry man. For i am a woman, so it doesn applies to me. I am lame. And bored.
Right now, i'm at sal's hse cos she said she had a terrible headache and stomachache. She cheated me over. When i was here, she looked ok to me. She is now preparing Horlicks drink for me. How sweet. (not that she's sweet, the Horlick's sweet.)
Haiz.. jus finished my e.maths hw. Sianz half now. Bo liao. Nth to do. She wants me to help her do her chinese hw. More sian. And we had a hard time dealing wid someone jus now. DIFFCULT sia. Drained all my energy. That's why i looked and sounded so sian. It had been a long time since i din blogged le.. dunno wad to say..
Yayies. I went for the netball carnival held at Kallang Netball Centre today. It was so super fun! I shot in victorious goals. The score was 48-23. TK vs Peirce Sec. I dun even noe wad skool was there. I was so happy! Everyone was cheering for me! 'Go, Huimin!'. Ok.. Sal's lookin at me in a weird manner. I better stop this bull-shiting. But it's true lo. Three cheers for me.
K la.. go and drink my HOrlicks liao. Bubbye ppL.. Ta~
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Right now, i'm at sal's hse cos she said she had a terrible headache and stomachache. She cheated me over. When i was here, she looked ok to me. She is now preparing Horlicks drink for me. How sweet. (not that she's sweet, the Horlick's sweet.)
Haiz.. jus finished my e.maths hw. Sianz half now. Bo liao. Nth to do. She wants me to help her do her chinese hw. More sian. And we had a hard time dealing wid someone jus now. DIFFCULT sia. Drained all my energy. That's why i looked and sounded so sian. It had been a long time since i din blogged le.. dunno wad to say..
Yayies. I went for the netball carnival held at Kallang Netball Centre today. It was so super fun! I shot in victorious goals. The score was 48-23. TK vs Peirce Sec. I dun even noe wad skool was there. I was so happy! Everyone was cheering for me! 'Go, Huimin!'. Ok.. Sal's lookin at me in a weird manner. I better stop this bull-shiting. But it's true lo. Three cheers for me.
K la.. go and drink my HOrlicks liao. Bubbye ppL.. Ta~
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Friday, September 03, 2004
#24: I am back! yAhOo..
Whopee.. it always feel so gud to be back to blog again. Now now.
Location: Sal's hse.
Time: 5.05pm
Mood: Excited!
Yups. I am at sal's hse now. I went straight to Parkway after skool wid Anisa to buy clothes. Then, we proceeded to Sal's hse cos i wanted to use a computer so badly! Her hse provides da best accomodation! Three cheers! Anyways, i needed to move my fingers quickly cos i needed to go back home soon..
Well, here comes my saying again.. 'Alot of things happened lately which changed my life.'
Hmm.. let me comment about my grades first.
English : one more mark to A2, which means B3 la.
Chinese: A1 (as usual)
E. maths: B4 ( i think, not sure..)
A.Maths: E8 ?
Science: C5
Geography: F9?
Combined Humanities: B4?
See? I deproved. ALot! I scored so well for my a.maths class test and i slacked durin the common tests. That explained my a.maths results. For my geography results, i've always been so bad at that so it doesn means a lot to me either. I jus want to concentrate on my other important subjects. The main ones. I got a terrible scolding from Mr Tan Kee Hoe for my chemistry resukts. He even threatened not to promote me to next year. I was devastated and suffered a major blow. That woke me up. I cried in class, durin recess, after school, at home and before i slept. For once, i feared tomorrow. I couldn't bear to see my future ruined. From then on, i feared his lessons. Tis had developed into a phobia in me. I m not jokin here. I even found myself sinkin into depression. I lost my appetite, woken up from nightmares, real scary ones and had mood swings all day long. But, i found myself recovering wen i start re-focusing. That means alot. I aimed to achieve satisfactory gud grades in the final year exam. And that is the promise to myself.
Recently, i encountered some public relations probs. That hurt me even further wen i found out that i had wasted a year's time in vain. I was in a dilemma. I dunno wad to do. Maybe he needed solace badly ba. And i am not wad he wanted. Precisely. That's why i told myself that i must buck up and prove him wrong. Very wrong. I know my frens will be behind me. All the way. That's my advantage. Wee~
She's a bitch. A back-stabber. A bad-mouth. I dun wanna mention her name lest her ppL come and find me. I jus wanna say that u can badmouth me, back-stab me for all i care. I hold to this belief that justice will prevails in time to come. Go ahead and hurt me. Let's wait and see who loses all her frens at the end and retribution shall befalls. I dun mean to be so harsh but tis's alrdy the limit.
This is me. All my frens accept me for wad i am. And of cos, i will change for any weakness i have for the sake of them. But a pity is that, not all my best frens, good frens truly understands me. I admit i can be very harsh to tis very person, but that is only..u know.. lettin off steam. It does not mean that i hates her, although i may say very harsh words regarding her at times. That's beacuse she pisses me off. You guys must try to understand me. Jus take it that i'm beggin u. Please, no more misunderstandings. I realli mean it. It hurts alot. At times. Dire consequences.
Well, i guessed i can logged off le cos i really can feel the tension here le. For those ppL i've hurt before, pls accept my apologies. And one last thing, i wun forgive those who betrays me. Serious.
Hee. I hereby promise to do very well for my final year examinations and bring glory to the LIM family. Hail to the Lim Family! Yam seng! Bubbye... =)
mUaCKs + hUgGiEs
Location: Sal's hse.
Time: 5.05pm
Mood: Excited!
Yups. I am at sal's hse now. I went straight to Parkway after skool wid Anisa to buy clothes. Then, we proceeded to Sal's hse cos i wanted to use a computer so badly! Her hse provides da best accomodation! Three cheers! Anyways, i needed to move my fingers quickly cos i needed to go back home soon..
Well, here comes my saying again.. 'Alot of things happened lately which changed my life.'
Hmm.. let me comment about my grades first.
English : one more mark to A2, which means B3 la.
Chinese: A1 (as usual)
E. maths: B4 ( i think, not sure..)
A.Maths: E8 ?
Science: C5
Geography: F9?
Combined Humanities: B4?
See? I deproved. ALot! I scored so well for my a.maths class test and i slacked durin the common tests. That explained my a.maths results. For my geography results, i've always been so bad at that so it doesn means a lot to me either. I jus want to concentrate on my other important subjects. The main ones. I got a terrible scolding from Mr Tan Kee Hoe for my chemistry resukts. He even threatened not to promote me to next year. I was devastated and suffered a major blow. That woke me up. I cried in class, durin recess, after school, at home and before i slept. For once, i feared tomorrow. I couldn't bear to see my future ruined. From then on, i feared his lessons. Tis had developed into a phobia in me. I m not jokin here. I even found myself sinkin into depression. I lost my appetite, woken up from nightmares, real scary ones and had mood swings all day long. But, i found myself recovering wen i start re-focusing. That means alot. I aimed to achieve satisfactory gud grades in the final year exam. And that is the promise to myself.
Recently, i encountered some public relations probs. That hurt me even further wen i found out that i had wasted a year's time in vain. I was in a dilemma. I dunno wad to do. Maybe he needed solace badly ba. And i am not wad he wanted. Precisely. That's why i told myself that i must buck up and prove him wrong. Very wrong. I know my frens will be behind me. All the way. That's my advantage. Wee~
She's a bitch. A back-stabber. A bad-mouth. I dun wanna mention her name lest her ppL come and find me. I jus wanna say that u can badmouth me, back-stab me for all i care. I hold to this belief that justice will prevails in time to come. Go ahead and hurt me. Let's wait and see who loses all her frens at the end and retribution shall befalls. I dun mean to be so harsh but tis's alrdy the limit.
This is me. All my frens accept me for wad i am. And of cos, i will change for any weakness i have for the sake of them. But a pity is that, not all my best frens, good frens truly understands me. I admit i can be very harsh to tis very person, but that is only..u know.. lettin off steam. It does not mean that i hates her, although i may say very harsh words regarding her at times. That's beacuse she pisses me off. You guys must try to understand me. Jus take it that i'm beggin u. Please, no more misunderstandings. I realli mean it. It hurts alot. At times. Dire consequences.
Well, i guessed i can logged off le cos i really can feel the tension here le. For those ppL i've hurt before, pls accept my apologies. And one last thing, i wun forgive those who betrays me. Serious.
Hee. I hereby promise to do very well for my final year examinations and bring glory to the LIM family. Hail to the Lim Family! Yam seng! Bubbye... =)
mUaCKs + hUgGiEs
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