#48: New skin = new start!

wHOa. changing a new skin signifies a new start.

#47: Rusel Special.

dEaR bloggie, I'm goin to chiangmai in an hour's time. I am excited and homesick at the same time. I almost finished packin le. After blogging this entry, i will go and bathe and leave for school. I am really gonna miss u guys!

I was feelin very guilty yesterday night when i did not attend rusel's farewell party. He was so kind to invite me but i declined.

This is for you, Rusel.

开不了口

词：徐若瑄 曲：周杰伦

才离开没多久就开始 担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你 想你想的睡不着

嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样 还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你 想你想的都会笑

没有你在我有多难熬 (没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼 (没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)

穿过云层 我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到 你却已在别人怀抱

就是开不了口 让他知道
我一定会呵护着你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔没 让你知道
安静的听你撒娇 看你睡着 一直到老

就是开不了口 让他知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够 远远看着
这些我都做得到 但那个人已经不是我

Dun worry, i will come back, safe and sound.
Love you all!

#46: Stoopid things!

I'm so useless. Drats.

Stoopid thing #1
I caught a stoopid cold yesterday when i was heading home from school. It started raining so heavily that i had no chance to take shelter. *sniffs*

Stoopid thing #2
I went to Guo Ping's chalet at Downtown East yesterday. To my utter astonishment, i took the stoopid wrong train heading to city hall. I only realised it when the train stopped at Eunos. When i sms-ed Guo Ping about it, he just mocked at me and i gave him an earful. He then called and apologised. How 'eventful'. Call me stoopid and blur for all i care.

Stoopid thing #3
When i arrived at Pasir Ris interchange, i was lost. I dunno how to get to Downtown East from there, for goodness' sake. I was so 'paiseh' to ask adrian for help again. Earlier on, he did tell me what bus to take but i forgot all about it. So, i sms-ed Jarrett and he told me to walk there. I stared at the locality map for dunno-how-many hours. Then, i walked around aimlessly. When i finally got out of that stoopid interchange, i realised i walked one big round. That could've saved a lot of time!

Stoopid thing #4
At that moment, i was alrdy furying in anger le. Then, i still made a stoopid joke by walking on the marshes without realising that they were totally wet after the torrential rain. It dirtied my sandals!!! I was so mad that i stepped on a puddle of stoopid water that made my bermudas wet. *argh!*

And that was how i got to Downtown East. I met the bunch of ppl in the canteen and we had dinner there cos there was no bbq. Then, we went to rent cds for the playstation thingys. After that, we went back to the chalet. Ha. That was the funniest part.

Angela coaxed the guys to buy a pack of UNO cards to play. Jun Wei, Junsheng, Chu Ian, Hwee Kiat all 'donated' $2 for the pack of cards. I handed it to her lotsa.

Then we started playing the 'NAME' game. Each of us had to choose another person's name and be that person's identity. I shall not elaborate more on how the game was played. Anyways, when Guo Ping and i had to say each other's names, we were completely speechless and nothing came out of our mouths. That scenario was so awkward and funny! Karen and Angela were of cos the winners la. They were so pro. After that, we watched 'The Champion' on the bed. Jun Wei was so irritating as to snatch Angela's pillow everytime there's a commercial break. It was a fun day after all.

Then, we went home lo. We took the train. This time, i took the correct train cos there would be no mistake as both trains travel in the same directions anyways. Chu Ian and i alighted at Bedok. We only knew each other that day and were not so close. Who knows? He took the same bus as me to go home. We din talk much la.

Yups. I arrived home at around 11.20pm. So late lo! Everyone was asleep le.
That's about it for yesterday.

I had a fever today. That's why i din went for school. Guo Ping sms-ed me at 9 smth in the morning. I was still drowsy then. At least i knew someone noticed my absence. The fever was probably due to the cold i caught yesterday la. But now, the thingy subsided le. So, i'm off to school again tomorrow!

Well, i was packing my stuff just a while ago. Haiz. I know i will miss my friends de.

Ta~

#45: Flying off in 3 days' time!

I'm flying off in 3 days' time. How excited and helpless i would be.

#44: 末日之恋

末日之恋


剩下沒多少時間　讓我再唱一首歌　給妳　一過了今夜　世界就毀滅
我想我還有一天　可以學會如何來　愛妳　在來不及以前　渴望來得及

閉上眼睛　忍住淚　別哭泣　末日前夕　請留在　我懷裡
看　太陽暗去　月光失明　我只想牽妳的指尖　繞地球最後一圈

黑夜降臨　別害怕　我愛妳　末日前夕　請留在　我懷裡
我　在這世界最眷戀的事情　就是曾擁抱妳 (多想永遠擁抱妳)

感受到什麼在劇烈顫抖　是天空或者妳的手
別讓任何事情打斷我看著妳　最後一次看著妳

#43: Is it better to be loved by someone you don't love or to love someone who doesn't love you?

I realised one fact. I'm incorrigible. I am sometimes warm and sometimes cold towards the friends around me, particularly those in my class. Haiz. At times, it just takes both hands to clap.

We are sometimes attracted to the opposite sex cos of physical beauty. I realised that this is called infatuation and not love. The attraction will usually passfor a long period of time, and you admire that person, that does not mean you like that person after a period of time. It is the inner beauty of a person that is everlasting. Dun get confused between like and love. They are two totally different things. I shall not elaborate more.

Recently, i saw a poll in Chalit's blog.
The question of the week was: Is it better to be loved by someone you don't love or to love someone who doesn't love you?
I voted for the former one.

Ta~

#42: Blessed.

I'm so blessed. Aww. This's gonna be a super-long entry. Pls bear with me!

Went to skool today. Truncated timetable. Was late for skool. 8.10am. When i entered the auditorium, the feeling was so embarrassing. Blame myself for slackin on the bed and refusing to get up. The day started with add maths lecture whereby we learnt about matrices. I learnt that before in tuition but forgot all about it. Then, we had chinese. Wow. This is one thing i must comment about.

The teacher who came in was Ms Ong Hock Kian. I call her Miss Hokkien. The moment she stepped in, she could not stop talking. I just hate her accent. Nobody understands what she is babbling about anyways. To add on, she's a walking disaster who only knows how to picks on people. I was supposed to enjoy the ambience of my new classroom till this irritating woman walked in. *hmph*

After chinese was Social Studies. I need to go to the conference room for a meeting so i was late for Mrs Choi's lesson for 15 mins. When i walked into the conference room, the first person that met my eye was P Chan. A chill ran down my spine. 'This must be some important meeting' I told myself. Indeed, the 3 teachers, P Chan, Mrs Lee and all of the pcm team members were there to re-confirm the trip. I heard that the Geography fieldtrip was cancelled due to the bird flu. But, P Chan re-assured us that there will be no bombings, riots, bird flu cases and whatsoever in ChiangMai cos we wil be up in the mountains, away for the city.

Then, i had social studies. MrS Choi really is a goodie teacher and i am looking forward to her teachings next year. Her lessons made me realised that there is still some hope in my combined humanities.

I went home after that. Sleep till 3pm. Head for skool for nball trg. It was raining heavily. When i got on the bus to the interchange, Liezel called me and told me that the trg was cancelled. What a waste of bus-fare.

I went swimming yesterday afternoon. Wanted to get an even tan but failed. I dun wan to look uneven. You get wad i mean? And i think i have slackened so much in my stamina that i have decided to go swimming regularly. I had also taken my flu jab. This time, Sal pei me go take at the nearby clinic on Saturday, the morning of TK's openhouse. I heeded Guo ping's advice and looked away from the needle. It really did not hurt a bit. And, i was an embarrassment in the clinic as i was screaming away even before the doc injects me. Haiz. Huimin ar.. *tsk tsk*

I had a hearty chat with Guo ping just now. His parents were still hesitant about letting him go ChiangMai, but his dad signed the consent form anyways. What a contradiction. I hope i can see him at the airport this sunday and vice versa. I still am not sure whether my dad would allow me to go since there were recent bombings in the region. But, Guo ping cheered me up by saying something so sweet that i felt like i am on cloud nine. *Ooo* Ha. COntinue to rock on, dude!

Well, i guess this is my longest entry so far. I need to go bathe le. Wa. Midnight le. Tml still got skool.

Ta~ So happy!