I am sick.
Din go to skool today.
Guess i really tire myself too much.
Played for 3 consecutive days + munched on too much chips + lack of proper sleep = Sick!
I had a terrible headache which started yesterday while i was doing my physics test. When i reached home, i immediately went to bed. When i woke up, the headache still persists. No choice. Popped 2 panadol pills. No appetite to eat at all. Slept till 2. Woke up. Unable to do homework at all. Slept. Woke up at 0545. Decided not to go to skool.
Popped 2 panadol pills again. Slept till 0800 when mummy fed me porridge. It was so plain. Then, i had to eat a bowl of god-knows-what bitter soup. Hais. She said i was too heaty liao.
I am so worried abt tomorrow. What if i am not fit to run?
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Sunday, March 27, 2005
#72: East Coast Parkway
wAh. I am so bushed after roller-blading.
Woke up at 0730. Was supposed to be there at 0900. However, I dilly-dally till 0830 when i fixed my breakfast. 2 sausages + 2 loaves of bread + 1 mug of Milo = Huimin's breakfast. Lols, lame. Adrian was supposed to give me a morning call to help WAKE me up. I very pig de k. Then, he called me at 0815. Lols. I sounded so energetic. Think i must have frightened him cos i am supposed to sound sleepy. Anyways, thanks for that call!
After i really prepared everything, it was 0910. LATE!!! By the time i reached east coast, it was 0950! I was 50 minutes late! Ok. Next time u wanna ask me out, please tell me 1 hour before with regards to the actual time. I wonder if i will be late for my O's. Lols.
So, i walked from the Lagoon to the Seafood CEntre and met them there. So cool. All of them (Adrian, Val, Benjamin and Marcus) were already on blades. I was the only one walking. ^_^"' So malu k?
Got my blades. Immediately after i wore my blades, i crashed into a couple who were on a bike. Literally crashed into them. You cant blame me. I haven got on blades for 4 years le. So sad for the couple who ran into me. Lols. Before they biked off, the man even told me to be careful. How funny. And embarrassing, i know.
Blade, blade blade. I am seriously scared of humps and slopes. After we came out of 7-eleven, there was this platform. I did not intend to just blade down the slope. Stood there and screamed like a baby. Eee. Ok. I know i was gross. Then, Adrian held me by my hand and gently pushed me down. What a close shave with a fall! Come to think of it, Marcus is more prone to accidents than me. Think he fell down twice. I did not even fall down! bLeHs.
Then, they deliberately led me to a slope. Actually, i was supposed to go down the slope myself. But, it was too steep. I dun wanna another scar on my leg! So, i bickered and negotiated with them. Hah. I won. I got to go down a gentler slope! Yoo-hoo!
When it was time for Adrian to return his blades, we blade back to the lagoon. WEnt down a lot of slopes. Learnt it. Quite fun actually. Then, i met PeiJun and Kim! *thinks thinks* I smell something fishy... Lols.
Then after returning the blades, Adrian left with Benjamin and his parents. I was left with Val and Marcus. Returned our blades too and I went off to Mac with Val while Marcus went off. Val pah-seyed me and left with her mum. I was left- ALONE!
How sad. Argh. So many million tests next week. So bushed.
Woke up at 0730. Was supposed to be there at 0900. However, I dilly-dally till 0830 when i fixed my breakfast. 2 sausages + 2 loaves of bread + 1 mug of Milo = Huimin's breakfast. Lols, lame. Adrian was supposed to give me a morning call to help WAKE me up. I very pig de k. Then, he called me at 0815. Lols. I sounded so energetic. Think i must have frightened him cos i am supposed to sound sleepy. Anyways, thanks for that call!
After i really prepared everything, it was 0910. LATE!!! By the time i reached east coast, it was 0950! I was 50 minutes late! Ok. Next time u wanna ask me out, please tell me 1 hour before with regards to the actual time. I wonder if i will be late for my O's. Lols.
So, i walked from the Lagoon to the Seafood CEntre and met them there. So cool. All of them (Adrian, Val, Benjamin and Marcus) were already on blades. I was the only one walking. ^_^"' So malu k?
Got my blades. Immediately after i wore my blades, i crashed into a couple who were on a bike. Literally crashed into them. You cant blame me. I haven got on blades for 4 years le. So sad for the couple who ran into me. Lols. Before they biked off, the man even told me to be careful. How funny. And embarrassing, i know.
Blade, blade blade. I am seriously scared of humps and slopes. After we came out of 7-eleven, there was this platform. I did not intend to just blade down the slope. Stood there and screamed like a baby. Eee. Ok. I know i was gross. Then, Adrian held me by my hand and gently pushed me down. What a close shave with a fall! Come to think of it, Marcus is more prone to accidents than me. Think he fell down twice. I did not even fall down! bLeHs.
Then, they deliberately led me to a slope. Actually, i was supposed to go down the slope myself. But, it was too steep. I dun wanna another scar on my leg! So, i bickered and negotiated with them. Hah. I won. I got to go down a gentler slope! Yoo-hoo!
When it was time for Adrian to return his blades, we blade back to the lagoon. WEnt down a lot of slopes. Learnt it. Quite fun actually. Then, i met PeiJun and Kim! *thinks thinks* I smell something fishy... Lols.
Then after returning the blades, Adrian left with Benjamin and his parents. I was left with Val and Marcus. Returned our blades too and I went off to Mac with Val while Marcus went off. Val pah-seyed me and left with her mum. I was left- ALONE!
How sad. Argh. So many million tests next week. So bushed.
Saturday, March 26, 2005
#71: Wild Wild Wet!
bOoS. happy birthday to me!
happy birthday to me,
happy bitrhday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me!
I went WWW ( Wild wild wet) yesterday to have a pre-birthday celebration! On the whole, it's fun AND scary!
As usual, i was late for 20 mins. Got SALLY, ANISA and CHRISTNE waiting for me at the MRT contol office. I was so embarrassed. Sorry la, i just cant seem to kick my bad habit. =p Then, we took a train to Pasir RIs. When we reached there, i stupidly forgot how to get to WWW by foot and we took a bus there. Saw Gabriel Law at the same queue as us. All of us tried very hard to wave to him but he apparently dao-ed us. Hais. I certainly missed the old Gabriel. Then, when we reached there, we were so shocked cos it just takes us a bus-stop to get there. Sorry guys. I really forgot how to get there and wasted all your bus fares. Anyways, what does 45cents make a difference?
Anyways, the sun was scorching hot and i was practically leaking cos i am wearing a blank tee. Lols. The others were not perspiring that 'heavily', i guess. The queue was super-long. It doesn't seem to be moving. When we finally got our tixs and entered, we were quite excited la.
The lockers' system at WWW is so super-annoying!!! It was stupid, to be honest. So many ppl actually complained and got the people-in-charge to open their lockers. Why get them computerised? It's so not 'high-tech' if u get ppl complaining.
So, we got quite annoyed and it certainly spoiled our mood. When we got changed, we went straight to the pool. The rest were reluctant to take off their shirts which covered their swimming suits, except me. I was considered the worst which means i revealed the most ok? I wore a bikini, mind u! And my figure is not that good lo. We went to the Shiok RIver first. You know, we need to get Sally and Christine warmed up first cos they do not know how to swim. It really lives up to its name. The process is shiok and the currents were great. YOu can never go against the current! It's so fun!
Then, we went on to the Ular-lah. I was so afraid of the height. And during the process of queueing, we witnessed the Samsung Slide-Up. It was SCARY. Kind of resembles the Pirates Ship. It was our turn at the Ular-lah. Cos we only got 4 peeps, 2 caucasians joined us. The process of sliding down was gr8! Christine was the worst cos she got to sit at the bottom. All of us screamed all the way down. The feeling was just too gr8 cos we got to turn here and there.
Then, we went to Yakult Professor's Playground and went onto the slides to prepare ourselves for The Waterworks. We then queued for The WaterWorks. Christine and i went for the one without the cover and Anisa and Sally went for the one with cover. According to them, you cant see anything in there. Well, it was such a pity Christine cant get to try that cos she was wearing a tee. So sad. Queue for nothing.
After that, we went to queue for SAMSUNG SLIDE-UP! That was the most exciting one! Anisa and i went first. When we walked up the spiral staircase while we carried the boat, i alrdy started to scream cos of the height. It was really high! Then, when we positioned ourselves on the boat ready to go down, Anisa suddenly said she wanted to pee. I was freaked out. And, our positions were gross. Luckily Anisa is a girl. Lols. When the 2 lifeguards finally pushed us down, my heart jumped out. I cant really describe that feeling but it was even worse than jumping off a building! Yups, it was that scary. I screamed the whole way thru. Then, we agreed that one of us had to accompany Sally cos she's alrdy queueing. We scissors, paper, stone and i kena-ed. So suai. I had to keep my promise. And i went. The vicious cylce had to be repeated again. I screamed so much i think i lost my sense of speech. When we got out of the boat, Sally said she thinks she had lost her brain. The lifeguard next to us chuckled. It was so funny, yet scary and exciting. So cool~ I will never forget that.
Then, we went to the Shiok River again. This time round, the water level is higher than the previous time. We next proceeded to the Wall's Tsunami. We were lucky to catch the wave. And, we were brought along by the waves. The feeling's so nice. And, we all laid there and enjoyed the breeze.
Tired, we packed up and went to KFC. So TIRED! Talked, ate, crapped. We ranked all the rides and guess which comes first?! It's Samsung Slide-Up! Like duh! Then, we walked back to the bus interchange. Saw a very BEAUTIFUL moon! It's so big and orange. Think it's the 15th of the lunar month.. that's why the moon's like that. Sally took a picture of it on her phone cos it can zoom. Looks quite nice la. Crapped somemore on the train cos it took 7 minutes to take off. Take off? Like taking plane like that. Lols.
All of us dropped off simultaneously. When i got home, i just flopped onto my bed and stayed like that for 1/2 hr. So bushed. I bathed at midnight cos i was waiting for all the birthday wishes thru msges. Lols. Den sally called me while i was washing my hair. Told her to call 5 minutes later.
We talked for abt 45 minutes cos she's feeling lonely. No one is at home with her cos her mum and sis went for a business trip. How sad. Only her dogs and her rabbit were there to pei her. Den, after we hung up, i was so excited abt my birthday that i cant get to sleep. I know it's lame. Sorry la.
Okie. Nothing to write liao. That's all for now.
Ta~
Should i go roller-blading tml morning? *thinks thinks*
happy birthday to me,
happy bitrhday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me!
I went WWW ( Wild wild wet) yesterday to have a pre-birthday celebration! On the whole, it's fun AND scary!
As usual, i was late for 20 mins. Got SALLY, ANISA and CHRISTNE waiting for me at the MRT contol office. I was so embarrassed. Sorry la, i just cant seem to kick my bad habit. =p Then, we took a train to Pasir RIs. When we reached there, i stupidly forgot how to get to WWW by foot and we took a bus there. Saw Gabriel Law at the same queue as us. All of us tried very hard to wave to him but he apparently dao-ed us. Hais. I certainly missed the old Gabriel. Then, when we reached there, we were so shocked cos it just takes us a bus-stop to get there. Sorry guys. I really forgot how to get there and wasted all your bus fares. Anyways, what does 45cents make a difference?
Anyways, the sun was scorching hot and i was practically leaking cos i am wearing a blank tee. Lols. The others were not perspiring that 'heavily', i guess. The queue was super-long. It doesn't seem to be moving. When we finally got our tixs and entered, we were quite excited la.
The lockers' system at WWW is so super-annoying!!! It was stupid, to be honest. So many ppl actually complained and got the people-in-charge to open their lockers. Why get them computerised? It's so not 'high-tech' if u get ppl complaining.
So, we got quite annoyed and it certainly spoiled our mood. When we got changed, we went straight to the pool. The rest were reluctant to take off their shirts which covered their swimming suits, except me. I was considered the worst which means i revealed the most ok? I wore a bikini, mind u! And my figure is not that good lo. We went to the Shiok RIver first. You know, we need to get Sally and Christine warmed up first cos they do not know how to swim. It really lives up to its name. The process is shiok and the currents were great. YOu can never go against the current! It's so fun!
Then, we went on to the Ular-lah. I was so afraid of the height. And during the process of queueing, we witnessed the Samsung Slide-Up. It was SCARY. Kind of resembles the Pirates Ship. It was our turn at the Ular-lah. Cos we only got 4 peeps, 2 caucasians joined us. The process of sliding down was gr8! Christine was the worst cos she got to sit at the bottom. All of us screamed all the way down. The feeling was just too gr8 cos we got to turn here and there.
Then, we went to Yakult Professor's Playground and went onto the slides to prepare ourselves for The Waterworks. We then queued for The WaterWorks. Christine and i went for the one without the cover and Anisa and Sally went for the one with cover. According to them, you cant see anything in there. Well, it was such a pity Christine cant get to try that cos she was wearing a tee. So sad. Queue for nothing.
After that, we went to queue for SAMSUNG SLIDE-UP! That was the most exciting one! Anisa and i went first. When we walked up the spiral staircase while we carried the boat, i alrdy started to scream cos of the height. It was really high! Then, when we positioned ourselves on the boat ready to go down, Anisa suddenly said she wanted to pee. I was freaked out. And, our positions were gross. Luckily Anisa is a girl. Lols. When the 2 lifeguards finally pushed us down, my heart jumped out. I cant really describe that feeling but it was even worse than jumping off a building! Yups, it was that scary. I screamed the whole way thru. Then, we agreed that one of us had to accompany Sally cos she's alrdy queueing. We scissors, paper, stone and i kena-ed. So suai. I had to keep my promise. And i went. The vicious cylce had to be repeated again. I screamed so much i think i lost my sense of speech. When we got out of the boat, Sally said she thinks she had lost her brain. The lifeguard next to us chuckled. It was so funny, yet scary and exciting. So cool~ I will never forget that.
Then, we went to the Shiok River again. This time round, the water level is higher than the previous time. We next proceeded to the Wall's Tsunami. We were lucky to catch the wave. And, we were brought along by the waves. The feeling's so nice. And, we all laid there and enjoyed the breeze.
Tired, we packed up and went to KFC. So TIRED! Talked, ate, crapped. We ranked all the rides and guess which comes first?! It's Samsung Slide-Up! Like duh! Then, we walked back to the bus interchange. Saw a very BEAUTIFUL moon! It's so big and orange. Think it's the 15th of the lunar month.. that's why the moon's like that. Sally took a picture of it on her phone cos it can zoom. Looks quite nice la. Crapped somemore on the train cos it took 7 minutes to take off. Take off? Like taking plane like that. Lols.
All of us dropped off simultaneously. When i got home, i just flopped onto my bed and stayed like that for 1/2 hr. So bushed. I bathed at midnight cos i was waiting for all the birthday wishes thru msges. Lols. Den sally called me while i was washing my hair. Told her to call 5 minutes later.
We talked for abt 45 minutes cos she's feeling lonely. No one is at home with her cos her mum and sis went for a business trip. How sad. Only her dogs and her rabbit were there to pei her. Den, after we hung up, i was so excited abt my birthday that i cant get to sleep. I know it's lame. Sorry la.
Okie. Nothing to write liao. That's all for now.
Ta~
Should i go roller-blading tml morning? *thinks thinks*
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
#70: My Birthday Wish List!
My Birthday Wish-List (merchandise)
1. Tote bag
2. Wallet/Purse
3. Pink Adidas bottle
4. That 'someone' to sing 'Tong Hua' by guang liang to me
5. Adidas shirt (the one with many holes/ athletic one)
6. A silver spiral ring
7. Soft toys!
8. Cake
9. Favourite pink crystal earrings (my sistas promised me to buy me this).
Okie. All these are ranked in order of demand. lols.
My Birthday Wish-List (non-merchandise)
~ I wish my family will live healthily and stay happy forever. No quarrels, nothing.
~ I wish my friends esp, those i love (too many liao, cant name all, sorry!) to be true and we will be friends forever!
~ I wish i can find my other half who is still hidden in the other part of this globe.
*May all my wishes come true!
1. Tote bag
2. Wallet/Purse
3. Pink Adidas bottle
4. That 'someone' to sing 'Tong Hua' by guang liang to me
5. Adidas shirt (the one with many holes/ athletic one)
6. A silver spiral ring
7. Soft toys!
8. Cake
9. Favourite pink crystal earrings (my sistas promised me to buy me this).
Okie. All these are ranked in order of demand. lols.
My Birthday Wish-List (non-merchandise)
~ I wish my family will live healthily and stay happy forever. No quarrels, nothing.
~ I wish my friends esp, those i love (too many liao, cant name all, sorry!) to be true and we will be friends forever!
~ I wish i can find my other half who is still hidden in the other part of this globe.
*May all my wishes come true!
Sunday, March 20, 2005
#69: Can't help but sigh.
okie.. i have been a lil lazy these few days. and, i think i am still lazy so i will keep this entry short.
I was actually revising my differentiation thru pwd and tys until sally the pest pestered me to pei her. tsk tsk tsk. what a bad influence. so, i went along cos i was alrdy tempted. reached her house at 4.45pm. james was there too. we slacked, played com and all till 6 when james had to meet beatrice and christine at tampines to get his beloved clarinet. so, the three of us rushed there and james and sally kinda get pissed off by beatrice. too bad i din get to talk to her or else she would get a lashing from me. oops. i just realised my english is so bad that i do not have a capital letter at the start of sentence. okie. i'll change.
After we met christine (which i wondered why i din see Beatrice), we went back to Bedok. Cant believe we stayed in Tampines for less than 15 minutes. Proceeded to the marketplace near JAmes' house and settled dinner there. Had takeaways. Watched 'High on Life' at his house. So cool. I miss the Singapore Idols!
Then, both of them had so much chemistry and started teasing me and one of my fren which he happened to msg me more than james though he was his 'di' (god-bro). SO frustrating, yet so hilarious. xD
And after we finished the show, we of cos, went home lo. So late le. Okie. TOday passed jus like that.
Cant believe that time passes so quicky. In the blink of an eye, a week had passed. Skool's starting soon andtons of work's gonna pile up again.
I cant help but sigh.
I was actually revising my differentiation thru pwd and tys until sally the pest pestered me to pei her. tsk tsk tsk. what a bad influence. so, i went along cos i was alrdy tempted. reached her house at 4.45pm. james was there too. we slacked, played com and all till 6 when james had to meet beatrice and christine at tampines to get his beloved clarinet. so, the three of us rushed there and james and sally kinda get pissed off by beatrice. too bad i din get to talk to her or else she would get a lashing from me. oops. i just realised my english is so bad that i do not have a capital letter at the start of sentence. okie. i'll change.
After we met christine (which i wondered why i din see Beatrice), we went back to Bedok. Cant believe we stayed in Tampines for less than 15 minutes. Proceeded to the marketplace near JAmes' house and settled dinner there. Had takeaways. Watched 'High on Life' at his house. So cool. I miss the Singapore Idols!
Then, both of them had so much chemistry and started teasing me and one of my fren which he happened to msg me more than james though he was his 'di' (god-bro). SO frustrating, yet so hilarious. xD
And after we finished the show, we of cos, went home lo. So late le. Okie. TOday passed jus like that.
Cant believe that time passes so quicky. In the blink of an eye, a week had passed. Skool's starting soon andtons of work's gonna pile up again.
I cant help but sigh.
Monday, March 14, 2005
#68: A cursed week.
Dear diary, why am i born to suffer in this world? Yesh, all those stoopid things which happened to me are considered mild but it brought me misery. Great misery, i must say.
Ok. I was super-duper-duper-duper-duper sad last week so i only decided to blog after the week's over. Hope i can remember the horrid things that happened to me last week. I can seriously say that i was on a super bad luck streak.
It all started on Wednesday...
1. I was late.
--- I woke up at 6 which was unusually early for me. However, time was going against me and i left the house at 6.45am. I knew i can catch the 6.56 bus. When i reached the interchange, the bus left and i was like, late to catch the bus for only 4-5 seconds. I knew i will be late then.
2. My beloved necklace was confiscated.
--- When i reached the school, V.Tan immediately noticed my necklace. Asked me to hand it over to her. I tried to reason to her but to no avail. There's a super meaningful story behind the story which i think i will say later.
3. My name was recorded on the Latecomers' List even though i was in the school compound when the anthem was sung. --- I was definitely in the school compound when the national anthem was sung. Ok. One more tick against my name and i will be sent to the SPice Garden.
4. I ignored Talia's greeting.
--- When Talia said 'hi' to me, i ignored her. Later during recess, i was sad to hear her say that she was use to me pms-ing. I apparently wasn't! I was depressed. Refused to explain myself further and i consulted Liezel's company. Yesh. She was a good listener.
5. I was traumatised after the confiscation of my necklace. I cried during the first period of the day- English.
--- I was definitely taken aback. Nobody will understand how much the necklace means to me. It was a gift of my grandfather to me when i was third in class for my p6 prelims. I guess in my entire lifetime, that year will only be the year whereby i scored so well for my academics. Not only that, when he passed away, i need to bear the pain of not getting to see him for the last time. Can anyone understand of not being able to see your loved ones on their deathbed? That is why i view the necklace as an image of him. I need to remember him! No one can even imagine the pain in me the moment that V.Tan took away my necklace. Unknowingly, tears trickled down my cheeks and wet the desk in the audi. Karen who was sitting next to me was of cos, shocked. I literally kept quiet thru out the 2 periods and ignored Karen who kept shooting questions at me.
6. I was silent during the Geography and A.Maths. --- I was not concentrating during the lessons at all. Din talked to anyone.
7. Cried again.---When recess finally arrived, Liezel accompanied me and i told her the story of the necklace. Cried again when she walked me back to class. I practically laid on the table and sobbed. The people to first notice me were YOck Shan and Evelyn. They intended to ask me why i was so quiet that morning and i replied them with a teary face. Yes. I know i am a crybaby. I could not contain the pain in me. Then, more ppl came along. Luck Sin, Rusel, Jarrett, Zhao Ming, Kit Min, Dawn, Karen and RAchel stuffed me with tissue papers. I was touched. Even Kit Min who was always at loggerheads with me sang a 'Dun-cry' song.
8. I was late for English.--- After dismissal, i went to confront V.Tan with Liezel. TOld her why the necklace was so precious to me and i ended up crying in front of her. Even if she's so devoid of feelings, she should be moved after listening to my story. After all, it's man who regulated the school rules and man all the same, can abolish the rules. Why must she live to abide the rules so much so that people will see her as a cruel creature that cant even be compared to a human being? I pleaded with her till i... Then, i decided to give up and rush for my English test. I was of cos, late.
9. Only girl seated at the secluded corner in front of the whole 200-odd cohort.
--- I was punished by having to sit at the side of the audi in front of the 200-odd cohort. IT was down-right embarrassing being the only girl. I simply could not concentrate to do the test whenever i thought about my necklace. I bet i will not do well for the test. Of cos, i cried again during the test but no one knows. It was just a few drops of tears.
10. I quarrelled with my sister.
--- Logically, one must stay faithful to one's spouse. In this case, i am talking about one's boyfriend. Yups. YOu can have 3 guys wooing u at the same time, but how can u stead with all 3 of them together? This is a serious case of being morally upright. I was like fallen into a deep deep well whereby i cant climb up. The well seems to be very dark...dark...
Luckily, before i could turn crazy, Guo PIng being the only one to comfort me, sent me a very sweet sms which cheered me up for the day. I wanna thank u very much. GLad that u are the one. Among all the very goof frens i have, only frens which i am not very close to will help me in times of need. I am very bewildered. They are the only ones who knew of my story. Why? Why am i so reluctant to tell sally, anisa, karen or even rachel? Why? They are after all, my best frens! But why am i willing to tell ppl who are not as close to me like Liezel?
Are frens really so shallow? Will they only need u to accompany them when they need u and throw u away when u need them? I am discouraged. It seems like sally has a lot of other good frens and she wun die without me. Without me, she can still have anisa, shuuji, james, christine and many more to count. However, i cant be like her. I can only look for karen and rachel... And most of the times, karen is either with nai yu or angela, and rachel will be with vicky or rush home for her tuition. I am such a loner. Why must i be reduced to such a state. I treat everyone with sincerity and this is what i get?
I am not going to lead such a life like this.
Ok. I was super-duper-duper-duper-duper sad last week so i only decided to blog after the week's over. Hope i can remember the horrid things that happened to me last week. I can seriously say that i was on a super bad luck streak.
It all started on Wednesday...
1. I was late.
--- I woke up at 6 which was unusually early for me. However, time was going against me and i left the house at 6.45am. I knew i can catch the 6.56 bus. When i reached the interchange, the bus left and i was like, late to catch the bus for only 4-5 seconds. I knew i will be late then.
2. My beloved necklace was confiscated.
--- When i reached the school, V.Tan immediately noticed my necklace. Asked me to hand it over to her. I tried to reason to her but to no avail. There's a super meaningful story behind the story which i think i will say later.
3. My name was recorded on the Latecomers' List even though i was in the school compound when the anthem was sung. --- I was definitely in the school compound when the national anthem was sung. Ok. One more tick against my name and i will be sent to the SPice Garden.
4. I ignored Talia's greeting.
--- When Talia said 'hi' to me, i ignored her. Later during recess, i was sad to hear her say that she was use to me pms-ing. I apparently wasn't! I was depressed. Refused to explain myself further and i consulted Liezel's company. Yesh. She was a good listener.
5. I was traumatised after the confiscation of my necklace. I cried during the first period of the day- English.
--- I was definitely taken aback. Nobody will understand how much the necklace means to me. It was a gift of my grandfather to me when i was third in class for my p6 prelims. I guess in my entire lifetime, that year will only be the year whereby i scored so well for my academics. Not only that, when he passed away, i need to bear the pain of not getting to see him for the last time. Can anyone understand of not being able to see your loved ones on their deathbed? That is why i view the necklace as an image of him. I need to remember him! No one can even imagine the pain in me the moment that V.Tan took away my necklace. Unknowingly, tears trickled down my cheeks and wet the desk in the audi. Karen who was sitting next to me was of cos, shocked. I literally kept quiet thru out the 2 periods and ignored Karen who kept shooting questions at me.
6. I was silent during the Geography and A.Maths. --- I was not concentrating during the lessons at all. Din talked to anyone.
7. Cried again.---When recess finally arrived, Liezel accompanied me and i told her the story of the necklace. Cried again when she walked me back to class. I practically laid on the table and sobbed. The people to first notice me were YOck Shan and Evelyn. They intended to ask me why i was so quiet that morning and i replied them with a teary face. Yes. I know i am a crybaby. I could not contain the pain in me. Then, more ppl came along. Luck Sin, Rusel, Jarrett, Zhao Ming, Kit Min, Dawn, Karen and RAchel stuffed me with tissue papers. I was touched. Even Kit Min who was always at loggerheads with me sang a 'Dun-cry' song.
8. I was late for English.--- After dismissal, i went to confront V.Tan with Liezel. TOld her why the necklace was so precious to me and i ended up crying in front of her. Even if she's so devoid of feelings, she should be moved after listening to my story. After all, it's man who regulated the school rules and man all the same, can abolish the rules. Why must she live to abide the rules so much so that people will see her as a cruel creature that cant even be compared to a human being? I pleaded with her till i... Then, i decided to give up and rush for my English test. I was of cos, late.
9. Only girl seated at the secluded corner in front of the whole 200-odd cohort.
--- I was punished by having to sit at the side of the audi in front of the 200-odd cohort. IT was down-right embarrassing being the only girl. I simply could not concentrate to do the test whenever i thought about my necklace. I bet i will not do well for the test. Of cos, i cried again during the test but no one knows. It was just a few drops of tears.
10. I quarrelled with my sister.
--- Logically, one must stay faithful to one's spouse. In this case, i am talking about one's boyfriend. Yups. YOu can have 3 guys wooing u at the same time, but how can u stead with all 3 of them together? This is a serious case of being morally upright. I was like fallen into a deep deep well whereby i cant climb up. The well seems to be very dark...dark...
Luckily, before i could turn crazy, Guo PIng being the only one to comfort me, sent me a very sweet sms which cheered me up for the day. I wanna thank u very much. GLad that u are the one. Among all the very goof frens i have, only frens which i am not very close to will help me in times of need. I am very bewildered. They are the only ones who knew of my story. Why? Why am i so reluctant to tell sally, anisa, karen or even rachel? Why? They are after all, my best frens! But why am i willing to tell ppl who are not as close to me like Liezel?
Are frens really so shallow? Will they only need u to accompany them when they need u and throw u away when u need them? I am discouraged. It seems like sally has a lot of other good frens and she wun die without me. Without me, she can still have anisa, shuuji, james, christine and many more to count. However, i cant be like her. I can only look for karen and rachel... And most of the times, karen is either with nai yu or angela, and rachel will be with vicky or rush home for her tuition. I am such a loner. Why must i be reduced to such a state. I treat everyone with sincerity and this is what i get?
I am not going to lead such a life like this.
Saturday, March 05, 2005
#67: Argh. Children.
*producing smoke from my head* aRgH. My toddler sister is driving me crazy. I brought her to the marketplace for lunch jus now and she literally created a din and drove me crazy. Threw food everyday, yelled non-stop and kept pestering me for desserts even before she finished her food.
I could do nothing but shut her up by buying a cane and whipped her real hard on her knuckles. Hehehe. No la. I only hit her on her hand. She cried. That's a good thing. No. I am not sadistic. It's jus that after her beating, she quietened down and ate her food. So guai. See? Dun ever spoil a child.
I could do nothing but shut her up by buying a cane and whipped her real hard on her knuckles. Hehehe. No la. I only hit her on her hand. She cried. That's a good thing. No. I am not sadistic. It's jus that after her beating, she quietened down and ate her food. So guai. See? Dun ever spoil a child.
#66: TK Annual Road Run + Award!
Yesterday was TK's Annual Road Run. I was super lethargic and HUNGRY! Though i alrdy ate dinner at ECP's mac.
I was super proud of some of my frens esp, Adrian. WOw. He's like lightning, ya noe? Run sho fast. Hmms. Deserved to be champion. I was worse. Only 15th nia. But still gud la. At least received a trophy. Thanks for all the congratulations, my frens! Netball was awarded the best CCA for girls! Kudos to Netball mans! And, NCC Land was the best CCA for guys! Kudos to u all too!
Heys. Time for my complaint. I reached the finishing line first. As i was about to receive my number tag, an irritating stoopid eff-king b**** cut me and snatched my tag. When i confronted her, she told me that it was my fault cos i was slower than her. So bloody bitchy lo. Anyways, 14 doesn't sounds like a good number too. Go enjoy your stoopid 14th trophy ba, b****!!! blehx.
Sorry. I was rude but i cant control it. It's so frustrating.
Anyways, after the event, Sal and i went to mac for dinner. It was filled with TK ppl. P.Chan shld book the entire restaurant to let us dine there lo. What's more, we had jus been awarded 'Autonomous' status. That's why we had such a 'nice' banner tis year. ahH.
After our dinner, we were tempted by so many ppl so we went cycling. Cycled non-stop for 1.5 hours after a full run for 3 km. Totally exhausted. Then, we went home lo. HAha. There was tis singapore league cup on tv mobile and i was excited. Sal told me that a guy sitting in front of me was so shocked by me cos i leaned near him cos i was so attracted to the program. I dun believe lo. Who wld want to lean near a middle-aged stranger?
When i went home, i went straight away to bathe. SO refreshing. Then, i had a sumptuous supper. Still can eat nehs... Tell u a secret. I grew 3kg in jus one month nehs. Die liao. Must go on diet.
Then, i went to sleep. Heheh. Pig ar. Oh. Before i sleep, i smsed adrian to congratulate him. He was so elated over his championship title. He said i told him to get first den he really got first. See? I so spot-on de. However, he said he was disappointed in me. Needless to say, i was too. I told him i got gastric cos i refused to eat lunch. Den he gave me tips and all. Tt's why i had a nice and sweet sleep yesterday nite.
Heys, everyone outta there, if u wanna run a race, remember to drink GATORADE! Drink a full bottle 1/2 hour before the race. Adrian taught me de. Very useful nehs.
Okie. I gtg le. Bubbye. =x
I was super proud of some of my frens esp, Adrian. WOw. He's like lightning, ya noe? Run sho fast. Hmms. Deserved to be champion. I was worse. Only 15th nia. But still gud la. At least received a trophy. Thanks for all the congratulations, my frens! Netball was awarded the best CCA for girls! Kudos to Netball mans! And, NCC Land was the best CCA for guys! Kudos to u all too!
Heys. Time for my complaint. I reached the finishing line first. As i was about to receive my number tag, an irritating stoopid eff-king b**** cut me and snatched my tag. When i confronted her, she told me that it was my fault cos i was slower than her. So bloody bitchy lo. Anyways, 14 doesn't sounds like a good number too. Go enjoy your stoopid 14th trophy ba, b****!!! blehx.
Sorry. I was rude but i cant control it. It's so frustrating.
Anyways, after the event, Sal and i went to mac for dinner. It was filled with TK ppl. P.Chan shld book the entire restaurant to let us dine there lo. What's more, we had jus been awarded 'Autonomous' status. That's why we had such a 'nice' banner tis year. ahH.
After our dinner, we were tempted by so many ppl so we went cycling. Cycled non-stop for 1.5 hours after a full run for 3 km. Totally exhausted. Then, we went home lo. HAha. There was tis singapore league cup on tv mobile and i was excited. Sal told me that a guy sitting in front of me was so shocked by me cos i leaned near him cos i was so attracted to the program. I dun believe lo. Who wld want to lean near a middle-aged stranger?
When i went home, i went straight away to bathe. SO refreshing. Then, i had a sumptuous supper. Still can eat nehs... Tell u a secret. I grew 3kg in jus one month nehs. Die liao. Must go on diet.
Then, i went to sleep. Heheh. Pig ar. Oh. Before i sleep, i smsed adrian to congratulate him. He was so elated over his championship title. He said i told him to get first den he really got first. See? I so spot-on de. However, he said he was disappointed in me. Needless to say, i was too. I told him i got gastric cos i refused to eat lunch. Den he gave me tips and all. Tt's why i had a nice and sweet sleep yesterday nite.
Heys, everyone outta there, if u wanna run a race, remember to drink GATORADE! Drink a full bottle 1/2 hour before the race. Adrian taught me de. Very useful nehs.
Okie. I gtg le. Bubbye. =x
Thursday, March 03, 2005
#65: Life has been well so far.
bOoS~
I'm so sorry i haven been bloggin for quite some time.. hmMs.. What has been happening lately?
Oh yahs. Sec 4 nballers all stepped down le. Quite sad but happy though. hEe.
I came across a beautiful song, 'Forbidden Love'. A jap song. Quite nice. Anyone can listen to it if u navigate to my Taggies column.
Life is goin on smoothly for me nowadays. Quite manageable la. Some ups nad downs though. But i am glad that frens are there for me.
*love u all, sally-anisa-christine-rachel-karen-evelyn-yock shan-wendy-liezel-mindy-taz-uraina-dawn-liyue-lian-kanz-
Ooos. Sec 4 life is indeed difficult to handle. hAis.
TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY SCHOOL (WHICH IS MY SCHOOL) APPEARED IN NEWPAPER ON THE 3RD MARCH 2005, THURSDAY.
I am ashamed. O_o
TK annual road run is on tomorrow. I am competitve, to be honest. My last year in TK mah. Must at least win something. Quite a handful of my frens oso competing. Quite tough though. Nballers, bang girls, athletic. hMmS. Hope i can bring home good news tomorrow.
Ok. Dun blog le. Think i will blog my birthday wish very soon. Do look out mans. Haha. So BHB!!!
tata~
I'm so sorry i haven been bloggin for quite some time.. hmMs.. What has been happening lately?
Oh yahs. Sec 4 nballers all stepped down le. Quite sad but happy though. hEe.
I came across a beautiful song, 'Forbidden Love'. A jap song. Quite nice. Anyone can listen to it if u navigate to my Taggies column.
Life is goin on smoothly for me nowadays. Quite manageable la. Some ups nad downs though. But i am glad that frens are there for me.
*love u all, sally-anisa-christine-rachel-karen-evelyn-yock shan-wendy-liezel-mindy-taz-uraina-dawn-liyue-lian-kanz-
Ooos. Sec 4 life is indeed difficult to handle. hAis.
TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY SCHOOL (WHICH IS MY SCHOOL) APPEARED IN NEWPAPER ON THE 3RD MARCH 2005, THURSDAY.
I am ashamed. O_o
TK annual road run is on tomorrow. I am competitve, to be honest. My last year in TK mah. Must at least win something. Quite a handful of my frens oso competing. Quite tough though. Nballers, bang girls, athletic. hMmS. Hope i can bring home good news tomorrow.
Ok. Dun blog le. Think i will blog my birthday wish very soon. Do look out mans. Haha. So BHB!!!
tata~
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